Devot

Und dann bleibst du zurück
in deiner Einsamkeit,
sitzt in deinem Keller
und denkst:

that i don’t cry
i promise that i won’t cry

silver steel
turning
white, untouched flesh
int red furrows

furrows of sin
furrows of shame
furrows of bounded hope

the first time
is always
the hardest one

i swear
that i won’t cry

the first time
is always
the intensed one

that i will be
for your will

and i won’t cry
whatever you will do

that i don’t cry